Several years ago, I had a dream where God spoke a word to me which I believed I was to write down, study, and share with others. In fact, I believed it was supposed to be a book, but the mere idea of
that seemed daunting.
See, I have always been a sort of "behind the scenes" person. I am happy to help others, but never saw my service to Christ being
anything more than that. I never thought God would give me a word to share or want to use me to directly minister to others. The silly question I thought was, "
Who was I to write a book?"
As a result, I started the first two steps, but never got to the last. It seemed the more I studied, the bigger the topic became, and over time this became sort of like the project I would never finish. Plus, was I really willing to stand on my
own faith, profess what
I believe, and share what I felt the Lord was showing
me? Was I prepared to have
my own testimony before the Lord & before men vs. supporting someone else's testimony (
Revelations 12:11)? Eventually, this project got placed on the back burner and it has stayed there since.
Yet, this is not about me, but the Lord. I merely share that to illustrate how we often place ourselves in God's way. Like Moses, we can become self-conscious and inhibited when God calls us to move, as if God isn't
God and able to do
all that He chooses through His vessels. It is
His work He is doing and He is
faithful to complete it.